For months I was in indescribable pain that waxed and waned but never entirely lessened it's grip on my body. I'm 24 but feel much older as I try to come to terms with my new lifestyle. I refuse to say boundaries because I'd rather view this as a chance to live more creatively instead … Continue reading I got diagnosed with fibromyalgia two months before my wedding.
Coming to terms with a new diagnosis.
Recently I met with my new rheumatologist. I was filled with anxiety and dread, praying I'd for once be taken seriously. Fortunately he was kind and informative. I felt relieved by his demeanor. Professional yet warm. However when I received my diagnosis I was not met with the relief I expected an answer to provide. … Continue reading Coming to terms with a new diagnosis.
When E.D recovery calls for a “treat yo’self” day.
It's okay to love your body no matter what your clothing size tells you.
Four hours in the E.R later…I thank the staff.
Why I'm grateful to people in the medical field.
When you can’t sleep from pain.
Here I am at 4:14 am, still awake due to flare. My joints are red and hot to touch. My muscles ache as if I've run a marathon. I have a migraine and no amount of Tums are helping my nausea. Chronic illness sucks. Let's just be honest. Everyone wants us to blither on about … Continue reading When you can’t sleep from pain.
Bed rest with Mental Illness is a Challenge; but we can beat it!
Why hard days are okay and how to get through them.
So my hair fell out but it’s okay.
Due to some health issues I lost my hair. As a 24 year old woman one can imagine this is traumatic not to mention the illness itself taking a toll. I got a new wig today though and I'm in love! Some days I just embrace being bald but I occasionally want hair for a … Continue reading So my hair fell out but it’s okay.
Finding adventure with limiting circumstances.
Due to the recent diagnosis of Rheumatic Fever and perhaps some other autoimmune disease, all while being on bed rest, I have felt isolated and as if I haven't been living up to my potential. I've been stuck home, have lost friends due to chronic illness, and thought maybe my life would forever lack excitement. … Continue reading Finding adventure with limiting circumstances.
Yesterday’s optimism vs today’s depression.
Yesterday I posted about things I try to do to pull myself out of a rut. Sometimes, even with our best efforts, we just need to be sad. Today is a "sad day" and I think I am overdue for this. When you struggle with depression such as myself, you tend to put everyone else … Continue reading Yesterday’s optimism vs today’s depression.
Staying positive when you’ve fallen into a rut.
Sometimes smiling is a pain, and that's okay. When you're ready to get out of the rut you're in, here' some fun tips.
